Tuesday, December 22, 2009

I Guess I Did This Backwards

I guess most people who start a blog probably begin with a post all about themselves. When I started this blog, it was because I'm quite irritated with my boyfriend's family... But, I guess I'll go ahead and do the classic "about me" post...

So, my name is Sarah. I am 23 years old. I have already been married and divorced... Actually, I got married when I was 21 to a guy that I had been friends with for quite some time. I thought for sure it would be a perfect relationship... so much for that... We were married November 3, 2007 and he moved out of my apartment on November 11, 2008... I cheated on him with a couple different people and he found out... I'm pretty sure that's the side of the story that most people get when they ask him what happened...
The part they never hear about is the fact that I have endometriosis and a tilted uterus... because of those issues, I have a lot of pain during sex, sometimes to the point that I can't even have sex... Well, my ex-husband didn't understand that and we would argue ALL the time about me not wanting to have sex... So eventually, I guess he just got tired of me not wanting to have sex with him and forced me to have sex. I told him no so many times that night...  I cried the entire time he was doing it and then he had the nerve to roll over and put his arm around me and tell me "it's gonna be okay"... yeah, I was pretty much just raped... I'm sure it's not just going to be okay!
But anyways, my divorce was just finalized on December 12, 2009! Yippee! I've been dating my current boyfriend, Chris since January 17, 2009. We're getting a house together sometime in January. We're looking for houses now but we can't seem to find the perfect one in our price range. But that's alright, we'll just keep looking and I think eventually God will lead us to our perfect little home. Initially, we had found a house that we could get really cheap. It was 3 bedrooms, 2 full bath, 2.5 car garage, 1350 sq ft... but, I looked on the National Sex Offender registration and found that the apartments that are less than a mile down the road house 40 thats FORTY sex offenders... I decided I'd be entirely too scared to live in that house and so we started to look for a new one. We found one that we like and we put an offer on it but then they rejected our offer... so now we're out looking again. After we get off work today we're going to look at 3 and then we wont get to look at anymore probably until Saturday since it's Christmas time... Christmas and New Year's is probably the worst time to go looking for a place to live! But, he has to be out of his house by January 15th... If we don't have a house at that point then he's going to have to move into my 2 bedroom apartment that already houses my cat, 2 rabbits, hamster, and turtle... plus all my stuff... So, we'll see how it goes...
But, I'm excited about Christmas... I have no idea what Chris may have gotten me... I have been telling him for a while now that I want a Wii so I can start doing the Wii Fit and get back in shape... but, I would also like to have a ring... :)
Well, that's all for now... It's 2:00 and time for me to go eat some lunch... all I've eaten today was a cookie...

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