I Really Need to Stop Doing This...

So, I really need to quit just setting myself up to be disappointed...

I know exactly how my boyfriend works when he's trying to hint to someone about what to get them for a gift or something and trying to make it seem like a surprise or something... Here's the events of this evening...

We were driving in the car and Chris says, "Maybe when we move into the new house we'll get you a Wii. What kind of games would you play on it anyways?" (basically what he's saying right here is that he got me a Wii and he's wanting to know if he's getting/got me the right kind of game. Well, I told him what kind of game I would want and we had a short conversation about the Wii and then the conversation was over.

So, now I am super disappointed because I now know that I am not getting a ring for Christmas as I had thought and I'm getting a Wii. I really should be super excited because I've really wanted the Wii and I hadn't really considered that he could get me a ring for Christmas until I had spoken to my mom and now I'm disappointed... ?? That makes no sense to me.

So now my question is, why do I feel so disappointed that I am now getting a Wii and not a ring when I never really anticipated the ring? And why am I even worrying about it when Christmas isn't even here for a couple more days. I mean, we're going to be waking up at 6AM on Christmas morning so it's like 30 hours away.. but damnitt!!!