So, It's Been a Little While

So, we had the inspection done on the house... And it came back fine!! There was apparently one small leak under the house but the seller said they will gladly fix that... and otherwise, the things that came back were minor... such as loose toilet seats or doors that have to be pushed shut (due to settling). So, we're really excited about getting our house! Chris just signed the loan papers again since they had expired. Now we just have to wait. The lady at the bank thinks we really will be in by January 15th!! That would be super awesome since that's the day Chris needs to be out of his house!

We went to my place yesterday and I got some stuff cleaned up. I went through all kinds of mail that I had left in my apartment that I had failed to go through... I got some stuff filed and threw away 2 big black garbage bags worth of stuff. When I look at my apartment, it doesnt really look like I got rid of that much but, I know I did and I'm excited about going back over there this coming weekend to get some more stuff cleaned up! :) I just want to move! I'm so sick of having to leave my baby bunnies at home by themselves... I'm ready to be able to see them everyday and take care of them how they need to be cared for... we'll see how it goes :) My animals and bed are definitely the first things I plan on moving into the new house! :)

But, I'm back to work now so I might end up writing more later when I get crabby... although, I'm trying to turn over a new leaf and not get so grouchy and cranky all the freaking time... I'm not real sure what makes me get so angry so fast and so terribly but, I'm going to work on doing better...

Oh, and as a second note, my grandpa is in the hospital. He's been in poor health for quite some time now... It's very weird to have to go see him in the hospital and stuff because for the last bits of his life that he was actually doing well, he was a total jerk to my mom, never treated my brother right and was just a dirty old man... now he's just so weak and sick and he's kinda being nice and he looks so helpless that I almost feel bad for him... but I cant feel too extremely bad for him b/c he has always had such a horrible attitude... It's almost like I dont really care if he dies but then when I went to see him last night, I could see it on his face that he pretty much knows he's about to die and he's terrified of dying alone... See, my dad has tried many, many times to talk to grandpa about God and he totally rejects it... he wont listen and seems to have the attitude that he doesnt need God... so, its just a very sad situation... i feel bad for my mom b/c as mean as my grandpa has been to her, she still wants to feel accepted by him and i worry that if he dies, she's never going to have real closure... but at the same time, as long as he's alive she's not going to have any closure anyways b/c he's never going to change... err... its just frustrating... essentially, i just feel really bad for my mom...